Not too bad…considering it was the holiday season! I realized that self -discipline is key and also thinking about the big picture as opposed to giving into every little urge. I have to pick and choose when I’ll eat something that may not be the healthiest. Like if I woke up late and wont have time to get something healthy before work b/c it isnt on the way AND I have to drop off my son at daycare… a muffin or egg ‘n cheese croissant from Dunkin’ Donuts won’t ruin me. It’s eating that way everyday that puts me in bad shape ( literally!). Plus it makes me be more diligent on buying ample breakfast foods…especially stuff I can take on the go so I dont have to punish my body with fast food
I also realized that eating a high calorie “treat” after reaching my desired weekly/monthly goal isn’t really a reward. It only makes me think about what I’ll have to do in order to work it off. What really is rewarding for me is making meals, teas, and snacks that are delicious and nourish my body and propel me toward my weight loss goal, not hold me back. All in all, I’ve had to change the way I think about food.
Before I set out on this weight loss adventure, I thought about 9 years ago when I decided to be a vegetarian. NO ONE in my immediate family or friends (at that times anyway) was a vegetarian. I was still living at home then, so I had to buy my own meals, do my own research on how to eat vegetarian (instead of just eating pizza and french fries like i started out doing lol), and most of all motivate myself. Most people around me did not think that I could do it considering I was a HUGE fan of ham and bacon! But I did…I was even vegan for a short while. I did it by myself because I knew in my heart that that was the lifestyle I wanted to lead.
Now 9 years later I am drawing on that same strength and determination to once again change my lifestyle. Though my workouts are typically alone, I have more moral support now than I did then. My brother (who lost a ton of weight himself) recommended I get a scale. He read somewhere that people who have scales at home typically weigh less b/c they can monitor their weight better. My mom recommended a cool website to me, www.sparkpeople.com. They have a great community of people who are losing weight. They have a lot of excellent resources.
As of Jan. 4, 2010, I have 52lbs to lose by May 31, 2010. That’s 13 lbs a month…3.25 lbs/week. I have my work cut out for me, and its worth it!